The things you can't remember tell the things you can't forget
Can't you see what happened -
My torn and clustered dreams,
Distorted and discarded,
Came faster that it seemed
Supposedly relieving,
Embarrassing in truth
My every cell is bleeding,
My every move is loose
Have mystery in pupils,
Have sunset under veil
This wedding is off-duty -
It's under grievous spell
Can't you leave me striving -
My load is way too big
... You've never seen me crying,
I've never been so weak