I'm here alone - I must be blessed
Was I made do it or I willed?
Giving love to those who I detest:
Anxious, lost, exhausted, underkilled
I should now collect my own mistakes,
Get away with all the creepy deeds
I will hope, whatever it may take,
I resign my duties and my needs
Take your curses back - they're all you have
I refuse to suffer from delays
From now on my life will go ahead
Thrilled, delighted, full of time and space
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