The things you can't remember tell the things you can't forget

I'm bulletproof
Exorbitant, restrained
Imaginary grain of disbelief
A gust of wind,
Abandoned interstate,
A traded opportunity to live

So slowly does
It do me any good -
Existing here so innocent inside
I would forget
To be misunderstood
If i could bear contaminating light

Of dreaming 'i belong'
Another drastic change to be imposed
No longer will
I ever be too strong
Giving help to whom i was enclosed